突然好想你

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你 你會在哪里 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下 最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信
那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你 你會在哪里 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息

最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你
卻又突然
聽到你的消息

你不是真正的快樂

人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了 你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了
然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢能不能就讓 悲傷全部
結束在此刻 重新開始活著

稻 香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人 吹著风 唱著歌 睡 著 了
哦哦 午后 吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦 阳光 洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

On the Side of Me

On The Side Of Me
- By Corrinne May -

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

路

我们都该 回头看看 来时路
就算起凤 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福

我们都该 在心里数数 感动的次数
谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐

多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥补才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始 就是个错误

每一段路 都是一段领悟
珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热呼呼
真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途

每一段路 难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱 就不会迷路

PASS!

Finally passed my driving test today!
After nearly 1 year (enrollment date of 10 March 2007) and 16 demerit points, I'm legally allowed to drive on the road :)

Sight scare before the test actually commenced, my test car used in the warm-up session hv gone missing and it turned out that another 'test-tee' took the wrong car and i've to take the remaining car which the tester voiced out that its unfair to me to use a different and 'new' car i'm not familiar with, and its up to me whether to go ahead with the test..i was like 'huh..? then muz i wait another test time?? i juz wanna quickly get over and done with lor' but juz managed a meek 'ok lor, i will take this car'

MY test finally started after a whole 15 or 20mins from the test time of 11am and that's abt the ending time of a session when all the 'L' cars returned to the driving centre and cramming the circuit doing some last practices....pengz...
And this is the 1st time i'm doing the circuit all entering from the right turn (i meant different from my usual practice turning routes) but was lucky to complete the circuit without any demerit points.

The points i got were all from the road for not checking blind spots (2pts), improper turning -wide turn (2pts), delay in moving off (4pts), insufficient acceleration (2pts), speed too slow (4 pts) and change lane abruptly (2pts).... which were all marked on at the point when i entered the gate on the way back... i thought i was so 'zai' coz didnt see the tester making any notes at all the whole journey as he was just sulky in his seat muttering turn left/right.. when i returned, a couple instructors who hv helped look for my missing car asked me how was my test and asked me to smile more to the tester when i got off my car (tester didnt wait for me to stop completely to open his door and scoff off!). He juz tally the points on the spot in the debrief room, passed to me without a word and went off before i could say a 'thank you'

Guess i was lucky overall despite the scare at the start and the 'bo phew' treatment at the end.. rushed off to get a Q number before viewing the stipulated 'graduation' video, in which an instructor (whom i dun recall seeing before) came up to me and asked if the person with mixed-up car and if i pass... haha.. think the tester is damn pissed off by the mistake..

By the time i left the driving centre (forever), was already 1230pm and i rushed off to orchard to meet my lady boz to carry the heavy meeting stuff which she helped attend due to my leave. My project team knew abt my passing of the test and wanna a treat which i of coz ignored by laughing it off. But treated my mdm to her fav long john silver and went shopping for beauty fang's present at Tangs before returning to office.. though was on leave, wanna do a 'soft opening' since today supposed to be an auspicious day for 'open work' and i really need to clear my table to get some working space for the busy load ahead since i've extended my CNY break which means more work to clear..

Had an early day off with a trip to Vivo (accompanied by nest on her way to dinner near there) to catch up on our happenings over the CNY week and to get a bday present for my sister whose day falls on V-day.

Till i touch another car again...bye bye to the various honda civics I've drove at bbdc and the 'interesting' instructors i've met over this yr.



P.S. to be continued...
wanna post something since the new 2008 but hv been real lazy... but this date muz be marked in history somehow :)
Btw.. the P-plate photo was copied from the internet.. going to get my mine soon!