'You draw people in by just being yourself. It's not your fault that colleagues find you irresistible. When you are all charged, you are to make an impact, there's no stopping'
Time really flies...its already mid-year 2007 and i guess before i know it, the end of year will hit soon. Looking back the past 6 months.. this must be the most emo-filled year with some rather unexpected changes-filled milestone that marked my quarter life..Glad that i've at least fulfilled my resolutions to update my diary here, kickstart my driving lessons and read quite abit.
Jan - Self Healing.. Jie got married and left home for good..
Feb - Got my new HP!
March - MCEO, curly neighbour left me...Bought my new notebook!
April - My Birthday Shanghai Trip, Bro in Army, Team member left me...
May - Got my PDL, 1st uni classmate Mos got married, super stressed period during LB's marriage leave, newbie boi arrives, promo...
June - 2nd yr at work, expecting curly neighbour's return, nest.....
Guess Life is supposed to be filled with changes, changes, changes.. try as i might to avoid, some changes are simply bound to happen and not within my control.
Got this habit of thinking to and fro when im stoning - where i was a year ago and what i will be a yr from now. Maybe that's why i missed the good old days and dreadful of the unknown future.
Although neighbour E kept telling me life is more than work, gotta admit that my life resolves mainly ard work thou morale is getting low lately.. with the influx of newbies in the office, can feel the change physically and felt like an outcast of my own row with the assertion of territory by the E's signboard -- Sense of belonging is dipping. Though there's still my mdm to turn to, it's getting more stressful now that i know i cant rely so much on her who's gotta devote some time to the newbie boi too.
The recent 'conflict' with the office's No.1 didnt seem to get better after he saw me drinking beer with dodo and tart last friday nite.. simply pissed at his qn when he asked if i smoked as well when we saw him again in office that nite. Damn pissed to be accused/label of something i dislike and he seems to loves putting words into my mouth.. Gotta brace myself for his naggings for the coming week..
The only consolation that used to come from nest's companion is going to be history soon.. though hv expected it to happen, was really sad and depressed when reality hits. Will miss those impromptu outings after work, and the happening times we had in office after working hours. Really hope that our friendship will continue thou i know it simply wun be the same again.
Celebrated our 2nd working yr together with nest and dodo at Central Waruku and The Clinic after attending Bro's BMT graduation ceremony. Seriously think that there wldnt be a 3rd yr as nest and dodo seemed ready to leave anytime.
Met up for CY's belated bdae celebrations where we had ktv, jap dinner, pool, drinks at mandarin hotel and more drinks at new asia bar.. thou surrounded with beloved old buddies, cant help but to feel lonely..perhaps coz wj is not ard or maybe the things we did and went reminded me of the past.. But still glad to see them and to have their company. Especially amused to see our oldest member, CY's dancing moves..hmm..
Happy for Twin's new start, and thou she says its a good way to recover, i guess i will still leave it to time.
My Mid-year resolutions for the rest of 2007: -
1) To do less OT; to see more sun :)
2) To get my heart pumping more!!
3) To start my practical driving lessons moving.
4) To remain being myself, admist all these changes.
P.S. Found the above horoscope from Sunday Times quite amusing and somehow true for me heez..
To be continued...
Time really flies...its already mid-year 2007 and i guess before i know it, the end of year will hit soon. Looking back the past 6 months.. this must be the most emo-filled year with some rather unexpected changes-filled milestone that marked my quarter life..Glad that i've at least fulfilled my resolutions to update my diary here, kickstart my driving lessons and read quite abit.
Jan - Self Healing.. Jie got married and left home for good..
Feb - Got my new HP!
March - MCEO, curly neighbour left me...Bought my new notebook!
April - My Birthday Shanghai Trip, Bro in Army, Team member left me...
May - Got my PDL, 1st uni classmate Mos got married, super stressed period during LB's marriage leave, newbie boi arrives, promo...
June - 2nd yr at work, expecting curly neighbour's return, nest.....
Guess Life is supposed to be filled with changes, changes, changes.. try as i might to avoid, some changes are simply bound to happen and not within my control.
Got this habit of thinking to and fro when im stoning - where i was a year ago and what i will be a yr from now. Maybe that's why i missed the good old days and dreadful of the unknown future.
Although neighbour E kept telling me life is more than work, gotta admit that my life resolves mainly ard work thou morale is getting low lately.. with the influx of newbies in the office, can feel the change physically and felt like an outcast of my own row with the assertion of territory by the E's signboard -- Sense of belonging is dipping. Though there's still my mdm to turn to, it's getting more stressful now that i know i cant rely so much on her who's gotta devote some time to the newbie boi too.
The recent 'conflict' with the office's No.1 didnt seem to get better after he saw me drinking beer with dodo and tart last friday nite.. simply pissed at his qn when he asked if i smoked as well when we saw him again in office that nite. Damn pissed to be accused/label of something i dislike and he seems to loves putting words into my mouth.. Gotta brace myself for his naggings for the coming week..
The only consolation that used to come from nest's companion is going to be history soon.. though hv expected it to happen, was really sad and depressed when reality hits. Will miss those impromptu outings after work, and the happening times we had in office after working hours. Really hope that our friendship will continue thou i know it simply wun be the same again.
Celebrated our 2nd working yr together with nest and dodo at Central Waruku and The Clinic after attending Bro's BMT graduation ceremony. Seriously think that there wldnt be a 3rd yr as nest and dodo seemed ready to leave anytime.
Met up for CY's belated bdae celebrations where we had ktv, jap dinner, pool, drinks at mandarin hotel and more drinks at new asia bar.. thou surrounded with beloved old buddies, cant help but to feel lonely..perhaps coz wj is not ard or maybe the things we did and went reminded me of the past.. But still glad to see them and to have their company. Especially amused to see our oldest member, CY's dancing moves..hmm..
Happy for Twin's new start, and thou she says its a good way to recover, i guess i will still leave it to time.
My Mid-year resolutions for the rest of 2007: -
1) To do less OT; to see more sun :)
2) To get my heart pumping more!!
3) To start my practical driving lessons moving.
4) To remain being myself, admist all these changes.
P.S. Found the above horoscope from Sunday Times quite amusing and somehow true for me heez..
To be continued...
